Tori Spelling: I Don't Know If My Marriage Will Have a Happy Ending

"I needed the chance to tell my own story," the blond beauty wrote in a blog post which addresses her reality show

By Alyssa Toomey Apr 21, 2014 8:59 PMTags
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Tori Spelling is letting the cameras in on one of the most difficult times in her life as she deals with her husband Dean McDermott's infidelity in her new docu-series True Tori, and now she's opening up about the revealing reality show.

In a new blog post on her website ediTORIal, the mother of four addresses her family drama which has played out in the public eye following her husband's affair with 28-year-old Emily Goodhand, which later caused McDermott to check into rehab for sex addiction.

"I wanted to take a moment to address what's been going on in my life over the last several months," the post begins. "Our family has been going through an incredibly difficult and trying time, and the story of what I've been going through has been told by everyone… except for me. So, it's time for me to set the record straight. Which is why I decided to share this with all of you on True Tori, which premieres tomorrow, April 22nd at 10pm on Lifetime.

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"Throughout my life, the tabloids have told every story you could imagine – and they always got it wrong," the blond beauty continued. "I needed the chance to tell my own story. At the moment, I don't know if it will have a happy ending. But I need to get my voice back, and this is my way of doing that."

Spelling recently broke her silence on her husband's affair. The couple began filming the docu-series just days after McDermott left for rehab. "He was my soul mate, but he completely broke my heart," Spelling told Us Weekly of her husband. "It makes you not trust anything that's happened in your relationship."

McDermott admitted to cheating during what appeared to be emotional counseling session in a True Tori clip, confessing, "That's my worst nightmare, I cheated on my wife. I was out of control...Sex was an escape, just like drugs and alcohol."

"I also wanted to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for your unconditional love, positivity and support over the last several months," Spelling concluded in her blog post. "I'm forever thankful for the support of my incredible fans and friends, especially from my amazing online family here on ediTORIal."